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Grief is a Roller Coaster!
Why is there grief in everything? Grief does not only apply to death. It can apply to relationships, who you used to be, addictions, your favorite store closing, potential, etc… I have experienced many forms of grief, and let me tell you, it NEVER goes away. It only gets easier. The constant triggers, reminiscing, and thoughts of what could have been will eat you up often. You have to be very strong. Thankfully, I’m one of the Lord’s strongest soldiers lol. Death is probably the most common form of grief. It is inevitable to experience this at any age. It could be due to the death of a family member,…
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Getting My Spark Back Is Hard
As I approach my mid-30s, I have realized so many things about life. It is not all it’s cracked up to be for most of us. But is that really just perception? Can I choose to look at the difficulties and pain as a stepping stone to something better, or should I look at it as an obstacle? Well, like I said, it’s all perception. Think of it this way: when you take a flight of stairs to reach the top, it starts to get really hard about halfway up. Your legs begin to hurt, you get out of breath, and sometimes you have to just take a break. But,…
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Starting Off Strong!
Okay, so #1 on my “new me” checklist was to get my health checked and start making changes. I followed through and went to the doctor. Honestly, I have a laundry list of issues I wanted to address with my doctor, but I decided to start with the biggest one for now. My main concern is getting my PCOS under control. I feel like it is really the biggest factor in all of my other issues. PCOS has caused so many problems for me since I was a teen, more than I can even count, but here are a few that have caused the most issues for me. The first…
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I Need A New Look
Recently, I have been thinking about making a change in my appearance. I am turning 35 at the end of the year, so I want to do this before then. Sometimes you really need a change, and it doesn’t have to be anything major. The thought of being in my mid 30’s screams GROWN! LOL. I need to look the part, so why not start now? I made kind of like a checklist of the things I need to figure out to make sure I am successful. I am sure I will add more to the checklist, but this is the basics for now. I am confident that I will…
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So It’s 2026
I must say 2025 went by way too fast. It’s hard to believe it was even a real year with how terrible everything was. I will say it didn’t count lol. But, honestly, I think it was a learning year for me. I am grateful for the things that I experienced. I know that 2026 is going to be the start of forever for me. Meaning, it is a foundation year that allows me to create the true life I feel I deserve. I will see so much joy, happiness, and adventure. I will love myself more and prioritize my desires above others. That is something I started to learn…
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Rock Bottom is The Way to The Top
Hitting rock bottom is so scary! You don’t know what is going on or how to even fix it. It feels so isolating, painful, sad, etc. It seems as though no one even understands what you are going through. But it is all by design. Sometimes you have to go through the toughest time of your life in order to get to the greatest time. What do you think? Have you ever hit rock bottom? If so, how did you handle it, and did it change you for the better?
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Keep Calm and Blessings Flow
After years of stress, I’ve had enough. It has done so much damage to my life, and I am tired of it. I prayed about it and talked to my spirit team (God, Jesus, Ancestors, Higher Self, Archangels, etc) to help me better understand what is happening. I was told that I literally can not flourish when my nervous system is out of whack. I can’t live in constant fight or flight mode. So, I questioned myself and thought, everything was okay before. Well, at least I thought it was. I realized that I am no longer in a season where that serves me. I have “woken” up and learned…
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No More Numbers
I’m ditching the numbers from now on. If I want to change my life, I can’t count the days; I must live. It honestly causes one to not be present in the moment. That is something that I truly want to change. Being present in the moment is so important to many aspects of life. I can’t even begin to tell you how I’ve worried about the past and the future. Neither one exists if you want to be real about it. The only thing that exists is now! So, I need to focus on my current surroundings and situations. My goal is to always bring myself back to now…
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Afraid to be seen. Part 1
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Well, I thought it was going smooth.
Day 3 It was an interesting day to say the least. I woke up in a good mood as usual. I was feeling great and decided to stay in my room to work on the computer. But then I felt something in my spirit and knew, uh oh, something is going on. I was right, I got some not-so-good family news. I didn’t freak out or stress; I just gave it to God and took a few deep breaths. The crazy thing is, since I ate too late last night, I decided I was going to fast for most of the day. I fasted until 3:30 pm because I lost…
