Well, I thought it was going smooth.

Day 3

It was an interesting day to say the least. I woke up in a good mood as usual. I was feeling great and decided to stay in my room to work on the computer. But then I felt something in my spirit and knew, uh oh, something is going on. I was right, I got some not-so-good family news. I didn’t freak out or stress; I just gave it to God and took a few deep breaths.

The crazy thing is, since I ate too late last night, I decided I was going to fast for most of the day. I fasted until 3:30 pm because I lost my appetite. So I made some waffles, potatoes, and turkey bacon, and I had soem leftover juice mixed with water. I then took all of my vitamins right after. I finished what I was doing online and just allowed myself to feel and talk to God. I also started a new journal and poured out some of my emotions. Journaling is one of the best things I have ever done for myself.

Before dinner, I went downstairs and realized I had missed the NBA preseason game. But that is okay because I can always watch it later. I went outside with my dog and he is so big and rough sometimes the boy jumped up and scratched my face. It was an accident and I wasnt upset but ouch! I had to go in the house and make sure I was okay. Thankfully I was but then my glasses broke in half. Mind you I cant see very well without them. I had to go upstairs and get the pair I dont like wearing that everyone else loves. I didnt get upset I just put them away. I am grateful that I have them.

I had some dinner around 7 pm, which was baked chicken breast, green beans, and potatoes, with rice pilaf. I also had some water with dinner, but I did have a sip of the passion fruit green tea I got some 99 Ranch. So good! I must get more soon. Once my husband came home, we went on a late-night grocery trip, and I had a list ready. Would you believe I wrote out a meal plan for the whole month?! I am excited about that.

When I got home, we put away the food and started getting ready for bed. I felt like I needed some extra love, so I asked my son for a hug, and while we were hugging, my foot felt wet. Why did I step on cat dookie? Like how? My cat used his litter box and apparently had a little surprise right after. I was vocal about this, but I wasn’t mad. I just told Mr. Moon my cat that he needed to make sure he cleans himself better, and he meowed at me, so I take it he agreed lol. I couldn’t clean my feet thoroughly or the floor because everything I needed was in the bathroom, but my husband was showering, so I patiently waited until he got out to really clean up. I felt like dang, just crazy stuff happening today. What else can go wrong?

While in the bathroom, would you believe I got my cycle early! Yeah, I was getting upset at that point because why me? I cried. I yelled a little bit, too. I got in the shower, then I got in bed and wrote a little bit. I had to really speak life into myself and the situation. I had to keep saying thank you, Lord, and talking to my angels in order to stay positive. It helped, and my awesome husband helped me, too. Well, I am hopeful that Day 4 is better. lol