Lifestyle
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Keep Calm and Blessings Flow
After years of stress, I’ve had enough. It has done so much damage to my life, and I am tired of it. I prayed about it and talked to my spirit team (God, Jesus, Ancestors, Higher Self, Archangels, etc) to help me better understand what is happening. I was told that I literally can not flourish when my nervous system is out of whack. I can’t live in constant fight or flight mode. So, I questioned myself and thought, everything was okay before. Well, at least I thought it was. I realized that I am no longer in a season where that serves me. I have “woken” up and learned…
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No More Numbers
I’m ditching the numbers from now on. If I want to change my life, I can’t count the days; I must live. It honestly causes one to not be present in the moment. That is something that I truly want to change. Being present in the moment is so important to many aspects of life. I can’t even begin to tell you how I’ve worried about the past and the future. Neither one exists if you want to be real about it. The only thing that exists is now! So, I need to focus on my current surroundings and situations. My goal is to always bring myself back to now…
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Afraid to be seen. Part 1
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Well, I thought it was going smooth.
Day 3 It was an interesting day to say the least. I woke up in a good mood as usual. I was feeling great and decided to stay in my room to work on the computer. But then I felt something in my spirit and knew, uh oh, something is going on. I was right, I got some not-so-good family news. I didn’t freak out or stress; I just gave it to God and took a few deep breaths. The crazy thing is, since I ate too late last night, I decided I was going to fast for most of the day. I fasted until 3:30 pm because I lost…
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So far so good
Day 2 I woke up feeling good. I was in a good mood too, which is always a plus. I did my journaling and praying, then I did my self-care. I had tater tots for breakfast. I know that is not that great, but hear me out! It is better to have carbs earlier in the day than later, right?! I did some stuff on the computer. Don’t get me started on the work I have had to do to repair my sism. I think my main Sims save is corrupted, and I am so sad about it. But, thankfully, I have another save that works just fine after all…
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I’ve Had Enough
Day 1 I decided that enough is enough! I am done with feeling sick, sad, depressed, and all of these negative things. I no longer want to wake up in pain and already be worried about my day. I am done with that. I am choosing to change my life right here and right now. I woke up and prayed and actually invited in my spirit guides, arch angels, etc. I invited them to guide my mind, heart, words, and actions. I want this to be the last time I go through this, so I needed all hands on deck! I did my journaling and spoke some declarations over myself…
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Back at It Again…
Lately, I’ve been thinking about how long I’ve been doing this whole blogging thing. It actually started when I was around 12 or 13 years old. Back then, I had a Blogger account and would write my heart out, mostly just releasing emotions that I didn’t know how to express any other way. It was never really about who read it. It was about getting it out of me. I also had a blog on the original WordPress. I loved that space. I could talk to people online, share my thoughts freely, and not feel judged. Socializing in person was always hard for me. I struggled with bullying growing up,…
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Why I Started the Ask Monae YouTube Channel
…and why you should totally subscribe, like, right now. Hey y’all 💛 So, let’s talk about why I finally said yes to starting the Ask Monae YouTube channel and what you can expect if you join the fam over there. Honestly, this has been on my heart for a long time. I’ve always loved helping people feel better, whether that’s through advice, healing tools, laughter, storytelling, or my deep Sims obsession. YouTube just felt like the natural next step, a place where I could bring everything I love into one creative, soulful space. What You’ll Find on My Channel: Why It Matters to Me This channel isn’t about perfection. It’s…
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Journal Entry #1: Getting My Life Back
Lately, my spirit has been telling me that it’s time to be free. Like… really free. I need to express myself out in the open, not just hide in the house all the time. I truly need to live my life. So, I’m determined to get to a place where I can be myself again without fear. To start, I’ve been slowly easing into the world again, testing the waters. I recently started traveling and going to concerts and sports games with my sister, and honestly? It’s been amazing. We went to Beyoncé’s Cowboy Carter Tour on opening night, and it was so much fun. I forgot how many of…