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So It’s 2026
I must say 2025 went by way too fast. It’s hard to believe it was even a real year with how terrible everything was. I will say it didn’t count lol. But, honestly, I think it was a learning year for me. I am grateful for the things that I experienced. I know that 2026 is going to be the start of forever for me. Meaning, it is a foundation year that allows me to create the true life I feel I deserve. I will see so much joy, happiness, and adventure. I will love myself more and prioritize my desires above others. That is something I started to learn…
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Rock Bottom is The Way to The Top
Hitting rock bottom is so scary! You don’t know what is going on or how to even fix it. It feels so isolating, painful, sad, etc. It seems as though no one even understands what you are going through. But it is all by design. Sometimes you have to go through the toughest time of your life in order to get to the greatest time. What do you think? Have you ever hit rock bottom? If so, how did you handle it, and did it change you for the better?
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Keep Calm and Blessings Flow
After years of stress, I’ve had enough. It has done so much damage to my life, and I am tired of it. I prayed about it and talked to my spirit team (God, Jesus, Ancestors, Higher Self, Archangels, etc) to help me better understand what is happening. I was told that I literally can not flourish when my nervous system is out of whack. I can’t live in constant fight or flight mode. So, I questioned myself and thought, everything was okay before. Well, at least I thought it was. I realized that I am no longer in a season where that serves me. I have “woken” up and learned…
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No More Numbers
I’m ditching the numbers from now on. If I want to change my life, I can’t count the days; I must live. It honestly causes one to not be present in the moment. That is something that I truly want to change. Being present in the moment is so important to many aspects of life. I can’t even begin to tell you how I’ve worried about the past and the future. Neither one exists if you want to be real about it. The only thing that exists is now! So, I need to focus on my current surroundings and situations. My goal is to always bring myself back to now…
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Afraid to be seen. Part 1
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Well, I thought it was going smooth.
Day 3 It was an interesting day to say the least. I woke up in a good mood as usual. I was feeling great and decided to stay in my room to work on the computer. But then I felt something in my spirit and knew, uh oh, something is going on. I was right, I got some not-so-good family news. I didn’t freak out or stress; I just gave it to God and took a few deep breaths. The crazy thing is, since I ate too late last night, I decided I was going to fast for most of the day. I fasted until 3:30 pm because I lost…
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So far so good
Day 2 I woke up feeling good. I was in a good mood too, which is always a plus. I did my journaling and praying, then I did my self-care. I had tater tots for breakfast. I know that is not that great, but hear me out! It is better to have carbs earlier in the day than later, right?! I did some stuff on the computer. Don’t get me started on the work I have had to do to repair my sism. I think my main Sims save is corrupted, and I am so sad about it. But, thankfully, I have another save that works just fine after all…
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I’ve Had Enough
Day 1 I decided that enough is enough! I am done with feeling sick, sad, depressed, and all of these negative things. I no longer want to wake up in pain and already be worried about my day. I am done with that. I am choosing to change my life right here and right now. I woke up and prayed and actually invited in my spirit guides, arch angels, etc. I invited them to guide my mind, heart, words, and actions. I want this to be the last time I go through this, so I needed all hands on deck! I did my journaling and spoke some declarations over myself…
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Day 7 – Prioritizing Sleep for My Nervous System
I’ve realized how much my nervous system needs real rest. Most nights, I’m up until 3, 4, sometimes even 5 AM, knowing I have to be up early the next morning. I can’t seem to naturally fall asleep unless I take melatonin or something for sleep. But I want to change that. I want my body to have the chance to reset, repair, and restore itself. Poor sleep makes me feel on edge, more stressed, and less able to handle life’s challenges, and I know my nervous system deserves better. So for today, my goal is to be in bed and asleep before 11 PM and sleep through the night.…
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Day 6 – Focusing on Gratitude
Today, I wanted to slow down and reconnect with God and with myself. I put on worship music, let my voice flow, and really focused on gratitude, for my body, for my breath, for every little thing I can do. I spoke directly to my body, reminding it that it is safe, cared for, and loved. I reminded myself that God lives within me, so I am never disconnected, even in moments of stress or fear. I could feel my nervous system calming. Gratitude shifts the brain into a state of safety, which lowers stress hormones and helps the body rest and repair. Praising and connecting with Spirit also deepens…
